This has not been a good time. Nothing specific really. And there is good. I have been really busy with the photography business. Been pretty much fully booked and have started bookings for next year weddings. The rest of life is status quo.
Yet I dissolve into tears for no good reason. Everything irks me. Nothing interests me. I get annoyed at the drop of a pin. And none of that is me.
I tend to be pretty easy going. Don't really get annoyed at much. Hardly have emotion, much less crying.
And yet, that is what it has been. Tears. Self hatred. Frustration. Anger. Defeat.
I haven't even written here because it just feels like what is the point. What use is it. Nothing helps.
It's just been crummy.